我先生甚么也不说。这样对我很适合，因为能让我静听和静观自己被他狠狠地抽插自然而来的生心理反应。我告诉自己：「看到吗？这就是他对我的威力霸气！」事后，我请他写journal，让我知道他当时对我猛烈冲击的感觉。以下是他的journal：

标题：Beautiful

My Sarah has spent a lot of time this week on all fours with me standing behind her. I often take a long time staring at her before I touch her. She has asked me to write down what I see when I put her on all fours. At first it seemed like a simple task. I know she is very interested in my thoughts and I am happy to write them down. But this request was much harder to put into words than I thought it would be.

My Sarah is beautiful in so many ways. Her kindness, her loving heart, her intelligence, her humor, her charity, her face, her smile, her body and more. When we are together I feel at peace and in the presence of something extraordinary. If you have ever gone to an art museum and been startled and compelled by a specific piece then you understand how I feel when I am with my Sarah.

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(中间太长了，而且有成人性行為內容，在樓下待續、、、、、）

... 二、接樓上 繼續 、、、（內容18+）

Earlier this week she was wearing my favorite panties. She looks so lovely in them. They accentuate the curves of her hips and butt. We were in bed kissing, talking, touching and cuddling like we usually do. We are both enjoying our time together and are aroused by each others presence. I point to the blanket on the floor and command her, “All fours with your butt facing me.” The look in her eyes says “Yes Sir” as she gracefully slides from the bed to the floor. She slowly positions herself in the middle of the blanket, turns her back to me and proceeds to get on all fours. I watch her intently as she moves. Her body languages says to me she is in a good mood and enjoying the command I have just given her. Once she is down on all fours I see her knees are slightly apart and her back is is dropped slightly which pushes her pussy up. Her body is telling her she wants me to penetrate her. As I notice these things my erection gets harder and I move to the edge of the bed so I am positioned directly behind her. I am mesmerized by her hips and ass. It is difficult for me to think clearly. All I can feel is my need to dominate her and to take her.

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... 三、接樓上 繼續 、、、（內容18+）

“Expose yourself.” This is my favorite part. She does not question me. She does not look at me. She simply lowers her shoulders to the floor which frees her hands to pull down her panties. She pulls them down mid thigh, exactly how I like them and returns her hands to the floor in front of her. She does not try to get back up on her hands and elbows. She stays with her shoulders to the floor which turns her pussy up even more. I take a moment to enjoy the view. Her butt is very pale with lovely curves. I love the small red scar she has on her thigh. This adds to her uniqueness and is very attractive. My eyes move across her bottom and thighs and then to her pussy. Her outer lips are swollen. The thin trail of nectar that runs between them shines in the afternoon light. She is excited and wet.

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... 四、接樓上 繼續 、、、（內容18+）

I stand from the edge of the bed and move over her. I straddle her calves and my thighs lightly brush the back of her butt. I do not know what I am going to do. I am so excited I can only work on instincts at this point. She tries to remain still but a slight wiggle in her butt telegraphs her emotions to me. She wants my cock. She needs me to dominate her now. I move forward and sit on her, putting all 180 pounds of me directly over her knees. She still does not move. Precum drips from the head of my cock onto the small of her back. When the first drops touch her I can detect a change in her breathing. It is a little faster now. It is the music of the first movement of the symphony that is about to take place. She is the orchestra and I am the conductor. A small tremor of anticipation runs through my body causing small beads of sweat to appear on my temples. It is time to begin.

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... 五、接樓上 繼續 、、、（內容18+）

I straighten my knees slightly and move to enter her. I push my cock forward just enough to part her lips. I see a flash of wet pink and smell the strong scent rising from her pussy. Her hips involuntarily move backwards trying to take me into her. My excitement takes over and I thrust into her as fast and deep as I can. She moans with the sensations forced through her body. I thrust my cock in and out of her several times to draw the wetness along the full length of my cock then I move forward again and sit on her like a bench. I do not move. In this position the base of my cock spreads her pussy wide and puts pressure on her perineum. The pressure from her perineum forces the tip of my cock downwards so the head is resting on her g-spot. The stimulation for both of us is intense. She starts rocking her hips back and forth causing my weight to shift from front to back. When she shifts forward the pressure from my cock eases and the tip slides across her pelvic floor. When she shifts backwards the pressure returns forcing the head to slide back across her g-spot. She is breathing fast and making high pitched moans on every backward thrust. My orchestra is making beautiful music.

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... 六、接樓上 繼續 、、、（內容18+）

My Sarah does not know her body or her desires. I am constantly experimenting on her to learn what she needs and what she wants. Her breathing and moaning show me she is enjoying herself but I know if I ask her “Are you enjoying yourself?” she will say “I don’t know.” So an experiment is necessary. I put my hand on her shoulder and make her still. I very slowly withdraw my penis from her warm embrace and wait. She surprises me and says “Please don’t stop Sir!” This is the first time she has said anything like that to me. Progress! She is beginning to recognize her needs. But that is my intellectual response. Viscerally her words push me over the edge and I begin to pound her with all the strength I have. Each time I thrust our bodies slap together sending shock waves through us both. Her breathing is ragged and moans are approaching screams. I grab her shoulders and pull her body back towards me, slamming her pussy onto my cock, increasing the force with each stroke. In a short amount of time we are both sweating, moaning and out of breath. I can hardly breath. My knees are screaming with pain. I reduce the force of each thrust until I come to a stop and lay my chest across her back. Her skins is radiating heat. Her breathing is strained. But she is strong and supports my weight while we recover.

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... 七、接樓上 繼續 、、、（內容18+）

Once I have enough strength back I move back to the edge of the bed and look at her. She is covered in sweat. Her thighs are drenched in her juices. Her long black hair is spread everywhere. Through all of the thrusting and panting she has maintained her position on all fours because she is determined to be a perfect submissive. She is so beautiful in so many ways. It is impossible not to love her.

~Sir

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谢谢花資源來阅读！

哇，you must be very sexy on all fours!!

富好大 发表于 2021-01-29 17:55

嘻嘻！、、、皆因、、、、我的「颜值」非在于前，而在于后。

太厉害了，女神！在老公面前 绝对的submissive 为什么让你很满足呢？

富好大 发表于 2021-01-29 18:56

我只对那 懂得 把我照顾得 恰当的 老公 那裏得到满足感。

换句话说，我很满足 的来源 非 从 “绝对的submissive”，而关要在 to whom I am submissive to.

我这位Sir 是个很合我要求和够我使用的 Dominate：

“D/s life can be wonderful. But I have seen and heard a lot of horror stories. Many people think D/s is about cruelty and humiliation. Or they treat their Sub as expendable. It is sad. Being in a good D/s relation is just like any other. It takes self-respect, honesty and commitment to each others’ well being. ” ～Sir.

以下是我先生曾經 posted 過的：

“Every woman is amazing, almost magical. Her capacity to love, her strength, her beauty and her ability to move through pain and fear holds me in awe. Everytime I meet a woman I am touched by her magic. The woman who is strong enough to submit and bare her essence to me is the woman who owns my heart.” ～ Sir

我就問他：“How many woman/women own your heart? ”

他回我：“You are a curious girl. Remember what that did to the cat.

While I have role played D/s with some women, you are the first woman to formally submit to me. I hope you will be the last by staying with me forever.

You are not afraid or judgemental about my past. Our discussions bring us closer.”