same here //sigh  I have to keep switching the tones and doing different ways to keep my mind somewhat around. Guess I'm not as determined to "go home" as I'd think I am, and i'm not the master of my own thoughts/action...

以下是引用lanhua在11/21/2011 7:36:00 PM的发言：
 末学还是听佛号吧. 不念佛不知自己心神散乱阿
 惭愧到极处