I was shocked to see LZ's post, I thought I wrote it myself coz we are too similar!!!

What can I say, it's hard! I haven't figured out how to deal with it...

经常想是不是做的不是自己最喜欢的工作，但现在的工作已经不错了，不想放弃，而且怕做自己以为自己想做的世情也不会开心，会发现自己不过是叶公好龙。