mm, I totally understand what your feel right now. Actually, I had my daughter accidentally and also was not happy at that time. I Even cried a lot in the first month since I did not think I am ready for the baby and also I had a good plan for my study and career. However, I did not give her up, actually I can not do that since I knew if I did that I would feel even worse. Right now, my daughter is over 2 years old, we are sooo happy to have her in our family. Both my husband and I think she is the best gift from God.