以下是引用mianbaoshan2008在10/30/2010 12:10:00 PM的发言：

Yes ,I know the best way is let the fetus go to a better place than I can provide and live along with my first baby.But just so hard to give up him.
I came to school now and can't stop my tears.No one to hate ,no one yo blame ,except myself.

以下是引用mianbaoshan2008在10/30/2010 12:27:00 PM的发言：

I have already decided to give birth to the second baby. But without a formal job,I even can't stay here ,so the 'father' maybe will ask for the right to raise the babies.I can't lose my babies.
My parents know all the story and always let me do abortion since they can't give me support except some money due to some health problem.
I have the courage to end my marriage and raise two babies,but I just don't know if I can't give them a whole family?How can I face them if they ask for a father?