Addicted (2/5)

Sarah has been hinting she wants more bondage.

I am happy to oblige.

It is wonderful that we have an apartment to use for our play time but there is a frustrating lack of things to tie Sarah to.

The sofa is boxy.

It doesn’t even have feet to attach a rope to.

The table is too flimsy, as are the chest of drawers.

I will have to get more creative.

Today I stripped her and bound her to the only chair solid enough.

While I was able to completely restrain her, I was not satisfied with the aesthetics.

The combination of rope and silk appeared clumsy to me.

I untied the restraints and pushed her into the bedroom.

This time I only used the red silk sashes to bind her.

I found the contrast of the red silk on the blue sheets and Sarah’s pale skin very pleasing.

I teased Sarah’s skin and poured kisses onto her.

Addicted (3/5)

Eventually it was time to leave for work.

While I unbound Sarah I teased her that I should go to work and leave her bound on the bed.

I saw a twinkle in Sarah’s eyes that told me that is exactly what she wanted.

I am only just beginning to understand how much she enjoys being restrained.

I rebound Sarah in a hogtie with the red silk and told her I would return in 45 minutes.

She was grinning like the cat who ate the canary.

Her smiles always melt me.

Addicted (4/5)

I closed the bedroom door and returned to the living room to dress.

I have to confess that I was not happy about leaving Sarah alone for so long.

It would be dangerous.

I decided to stay and keep an eye on her

while I made various noises ending with the front door slamming shut

and me quietly making my way back to the sofa.

I pulled out my laptop and got some work done.

In a sense I had gone to work and left her tied.

I would peek in on her from time to time.

She was facing away from the door so it was easy to spy on her.

She had rolled on her side to be more comfortable.

I laughed inwardly because I knew when I ‘returned’ she would quickly move back to the exact position I left her.

She wants me to be proud of her.

After 45 minutes,

I made some key rattling sounds and slammed the front door again.

By the time I made the 10 feet from the front door to the bedroom door,

Sarah had already returned to the original position I left her.

She is deliciously predictable.

Without a word I stood by the bed and removed my clothes.

I climbed onto Sarah’s back and kissed her neck.

She smiled at me.

The look in her eyes gave me such a feeling of joy.

It is no wonder I am becoming addicted to her.

Addicted (5/5)

She is my Sarah.

She lives to please me.

She serves only me.

She is everything.

~Sir

Q & A #1

asked:

Sir, I have a question.

Do you have romantic relationships outside of your involvement with Sarah?

Or perhaps a family that she is not a part of?

(這是在我先生與前妻說好離婚 但還未實行的時段，他是與前妻說好離婚，而且會找下任妻子的。)

我先生的回覆：

I am happily married and have a very romantic relationship with my wife.

I have three children.

I love my wife and my marriage.

Sarah is also married with three children.

We both work hard to maintain our D/s relationship, but we have promised each other that our vanilla lives take priority

and we must do all we can to keep our D/s relationship secret.

The secrecy is difficult.

I am in love with Sarah and cherish the time we spend together.

She brings me a sense of love and peace that I have never experienced.

I want to shout it to the world, but am forced to be mute.

I am happy to talk about this if you need someone to discuss these questions with.

~Sir

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The balance is not difficult because our goals are the same.

Sarah and I are deeply in love with each other.

We want our D/s relationship to go on forever.

In order for that to happen, our vanilla lives must have greater priority than our D/s relationship.

Not having a choice in this area makes it easy to adhere to.

----------- 續上 Q & A #1 ----------------

The other piece of the puzzle is patience.

We are both very patient people.

The certainty of our love for each other makes being patient easy.

I do not want to be away from Sarah, ever.

But I know I have to.

When we are apart, I focus on how Sarah loves me and am patient. Calm.

The difficult part is when I am about to see Sarah again and keeping a straight face.

I smile a lot more now that Sarah is in my life.

----------- 續上 Q & A #1 ----------------

When we are with our families our lives are normal.

We both love our families.

It is not like I ‘put up’ with my family until I can be with Sarah again.

We both want to be with our families.

~Sir

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Today Sarah and I had the opportunity to explore each other in the morning.

I wrote out a set of tasks for Sarah to complete before my arrival.

Sarah is very diligent.

When I entered she was kneeling exactly like I told her.

I savor seeing her for the first time today, kneeling in her Presentation Position.

After Presentation, I begin her next lesson on giving head.

She has very little experience and needs a lot of details from me.

I enjoy teaching her.

I enjoy feeling her lips on my cock and balls.

She is a fast learner.

Today we worked on deep throating.

For her first time trying, she did very well.

With practice I am confident she will be able to take all of me without gagging.

Compare (2/4)

After her lessons we fell into bed for unscripted fun.

I love going down on my Sarah.

She tastes great and makes sweet mewing sounds as I lick her and pump my fingers in and out of her pussy.

We had a wonderful time.

Sarah spent a lot of energy to pleasure me.

She is such a good girl.

Compare (3/4)

Later in the day, we went down to our favorite spot on the waterfront to sit in the car and watch the waves.

Sarah sits in the backseat and I rest my head on her lap.

I pull her shirt up so my face is against her bare skin.

We talk about everything.

We alternate gently stroking one another.

The stroking is light so we do not jump each other on the spot.

It is just enough add sexual pleasure to our conversations.

Compare (4/4)

It is hard to compare the morning and the afternoon.

They both bring us so much pleasure but in completely different ways.

The morning is about obedience, precision, discipline and sex.

The afternoon is about cuddling, talking and just being with each other.

I sit and imagine if I could only have one of the two situations which would I pick?

I love the D/s aspect of our relationship.

But in the end, I love being with Sarah more than anything.

If forced to pick I would choose the waterfront.

Ultimately it is more intimate than the D/s sex.

I surprised myself a little with that thought.

Tough Day

Even Doms have tough days.

I have been looking for a Mark for Sarah to show she is mine.

The complexity of our relationships with our families and vanilla lives means the Mark has to be something explainable.

So no tattoos, piercings or brandings.

I decided on an anklet.

It is something she can wear 24x7 without raising eyebrows.

Yesterday I bought a beautiful 24K gold anklet with two pieces of jade representing the two of us bound in gold.

On her birthday she will again ask to be my submissive and I will accept by locking the anklet on her permanently.

The thought of locking the anklet on her forever has made me very emotional.

I need a hug.

I am happy to help where I can.

D/s life can be wonderful.

But I have seen and heard a lot of horror stories.

Many people think D/s is about cruelty and humiliation.

Or they treat their Sub as expendable.

It is sad.

Being in a good D/s relation is just like any other.

It takes self-respect, honesty and commitment to each others’ well being.

~Sir

I am completely in love Sarah.

Sarah is good, honest and genuine.

These are the qualities that drew me to her.

She is easy to love and totally irresistible.

Our limited time together is very precious to me.

There are so many things I want to experience with Sarah.

Will we ever have the opportunity to spent our nights together with Sarah tied to the bed and me cuddling next to her.

Will we ever experience the pleasure of making love in the forest with no one is around for miles?

I want to tie her to the massive rosewood dining table for an entire day while I putter around the house.

At the end of the day I would climb on top of her and fuck her over and over for being such a good kitten.

Then there are all of the things I want not involving sex.

Could we ever rent a house on the beach for a week?

We would sit in loungers, side by side and watch the waves.

We would drink, read, talk or just be together without words.

Or just sit on the sofa, drinking wine, watching a movie with Sarah at my feet.

Mostly I want Sarah to be the one I wake up to in the morning and go to bed with in the evening.

I want her with me always and forever.

She is my kitten.

~Sir

How to please Sir

Obey - You are mine. And you will obey.

Let me love you for who you are.

Be silly. Have fun.

Bound Forever

I put my permanent mark on Sarah this week.

I was not expecting it to be such an emotional event.

But after I closed the link on the chain I felt just how permanent our relationship is.

It was a bit overwhelming.

She is mine now.

Forever submissive to me.

I love her.

I love dominating her, teaching her and caring for her.

I cannot wait to see her again and again.

My Sarah!

~Sir

How an atheist Sir get along with a biblical Sarah? (1/4)

 I was raised Catholic and believed in God when I was young.

By the time I reach the third grade I started to see the cracks and hypocrisy in the Church.

Between that and the severe abuse I received as a child I quickly lost my faith in everything, God included.

How an atheist Sir get along with a biblical Sarah? (2/4)

What surprises me about Sarah is her complete faith in God.

She lives it every second of every day.

She is kind.

She is very generous.

She genuinely cares about every person she meets.

She loves easily without need for reciprocation.

The world is a better place because she is in it.

How an atheist Sir get along with a biblical Sarah? (3/4)

Having met Sarah, I want to have faith again.

I want to feel the love and certainty of God.

A few times a week we discuss the Bible.

I cannot say for certain that I will convert.

I do not even know if I am capable of faith anymore.

But I want to.

I am sincerely trying.

~Sir

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