Sir Comes to Visit (2/4)

Later when Sir says “Massage”:

• Go to the bedroom and remove all of your clothes.
• Undress Sir completely.
• Use your hands to stroke Sir to full erection.
• When Sir lies on the bed, straddle his back and begin the massage.
• Massage Sir from head to waist. He has instructed you on how much pressure to apply during the massage. Failure to maintain the correct pressure is punishable.

Sir Comes to Visit (3/4)

When the massage is complete allow Sir to roll over:

• Straddle Sir’s cock with your pussy lips.
• By rolling your pelvis, grind your pussy against Sir’s cock and stimulate your self as we did last time.
• Continue until Sir climaxes or Sir wishes otherwise.

Sir Comes to Visit (4/4)

During this visit to the apartment keep track of time for Sir. The visit ends at 6:00 pm. In addition to what is already on the list, plan out enough time to for the following:

• cuddling
• be bound and gagged by Sir.
• cleaning up
• Second Presentation Ritual

~Sir

Sarah,

Words cannot completely express how wonderful our time together today was.

When I walk into the apartment and see you kneeling for Presentation my heart races again and again.

As we explore our relationship and our bodies my passion for you grows.

When I walked into the apartment today,

saw you kneeling,

I was filled with the desire to grab your hair,

push your face down onto the sofa and plunge myself into you from behind.

I love the rush of that feeling.

I know you want this too.

A Lovely Date (2/5)

But, today was planned out.

Presentation, Punishment, bondage and pleasure.

You Presented well today, but did not use the updated Presentation Ritual text.

I will punish you for that later.

You were so sexy as you stretched yourself across my lap and exposed your bottom for today’s punishment.

Part of me wants you to be bad so I have a reason to spank you each time we meet.

You admitted your failure without prompting and took your spanking well.

I am pleased

A Lovely Date (3/5)

After your punishment I took my time and enjoyed fondling your ass.

Your skin is so soft and warm.

You feel wonderful under my hands.

I could feel and smell your excitement.

I decided to discard the plan and go right to the pleasure aspect of today’s date.

I order you to undress yourself then me.

I point toward the bed and follow you into the bedroom.

I had a wonderful time using your body, finding places that excite you the most and trying out new stimulation.

Such fun, such pleasure.

A Lovely Date (4/5)

With all of the sexual energy and pleasure you bring me I am still a little surprised by how much I love talking to you.

Today I bound you in several positions while we talked.

I especially enjoyed you kneeling in front of me, hands bound, discussing my past.

You are not afraid or judgemental about my past.

Our discussions bring us closer.

A Lovely Date (5/5)

As our time wrapped up and we started to put away our toys we continued to talk and you smiled at me.

Normally your smile makes me melt.

Today your smile set a fire in me.

I threw you down on the bed and took you.

How wonderful it was.

The sounds you make, the heat from your body, the pleasure we share.

I look forward to next time a little more each time we meet.

~Love Sir

"Every woman is amazing, almost magical.

Her capacity to love, her strength, her beauty and her ability to move through pain and fear holds me in awe.

Everytime I meet a woman I am touched by her magic.

The woman who is strong enough to submit and bare her essence to me is the woman who owns my heart."

~ Sir 

"How many woman/women own your heart?"

~ Sarah 

"Sarah,

You are a curious girl. Remember what that did to the cat.

While I have role played D/s with some women, you are the first woman to formally submit to me.

I hope you will be the last by staying with me forever."

~Sir

Waterfront

Sarah and I sit in her car by the waterfront.

It is our favorite activity outside of the bedroom.

We watch the light sparkle across the undulations of the water.

We lie in each others arms trading whispers and gentle kisses.

She is my submissive Sarah.

She obeys me in all things.

The closeness I feel is incredible.

In a blink of the eye three hours have passed.

My heart aches at the thought of leaving her.

But our vanilla lives call and we must go play our parts.

~Sir

Dark Mood （1/4）

I did not sleep well last night.

Lack of sleep is guaranteed to put me in a foul mood.

When I saw Sarah for the first time today my eyes immediately went to her ankles.

Her skirt was too short.

I had specifically told her skirts are to be no higher than four inches above the ankle.

I have had to punish Sarah the last three times we met.

Since her last punishment I bought a new paddle in an effort to inspire her obedience and precision.

Now I had to punish her again.

This deepened my mood further.

Sarah has a lot to learn.

Dark Mood （2/4）

Today was the first time I was truly angry with Sarah.

When I entered the apartment I immediately started barking commands.

My patience was thin.

I ordered her to keep her eyes downcast so I did not have to look at them.

I took a deep breath to ensure my anger did not supersede the reason for punishment.

Punishment is to learn, not to vent my anger.

I am not certain that will be the case the next time she angers me.

I had her stand so I could measure her skirt.

It was much shorter than the required four inches.

Putting her back on her knees, I explained in detail what I expect from her and how she is falling short of my expectations.

I questioned her on her understanding of my expectations to be sure we are aligned.

It took some time, but at the end I believe she understands now.

Being the first time with this particular paddle I performed a quick test across my thigh to get the feel of it.

It does not take much effort for this paddle to inflict pain.

Much simpler then using my hands.

It was time.

Dark Mood （3/4）

Sarah was already on her knees facing me while I sat on the sofa.

I moved behind her and pushed her head forward onto the sofa.

She doesn’t resist.

I lift her skirt up over her waist exposing her bottom.

Aiming carefully for the spot where her thigh and ass cheek meet I release the paddle and hear a loud “WHACK!”

Sarah doesn’t flinch or make a sound.

I inspect her and see a large red rectangular welt forming.

I am surprised she was able to stay quiet.

Next time I will have to paddle her harder and repeatedly.

Dark Mood （4/4）

I consider paddling her again,

but I am not in the mood for punishing her.

My mood is dark and I consider leaving so I can be alone.

I look at Sarah,

still bent over the sofa and consider my options.

In the end I decide to stay and use Sarah to improve my mood.

She wants to please me,

this will be a good opportunity for her.

I disrobe and have her do the same.

She is kneeling before me.

Putting my hand under her chin I raise her face so I can see her eyes.

I immediately feel my heart begin to warn.

It is very difficult for me to be angry at Sarah when I am looking into her eyes.

Very quietly she asks what she can do to improve my mood.

This is going to be a good afternoon…

~Sir

Sarah,

I miss you.

I adore you.

I look forward to seeing you in two days.

~Sir

Return

Sarah it was so wonderful to see you this morning.

Early morning sex before work.

So yummy!

The best part was sitting in front of you as you kneel and seeing your eyes for the first time in days.

The next best is hearing you say “Sir.”

Discipline (1/3)

Sarah and I had a good discussion today on how to discipline her.

She has a history of being whipped with a bamboo rod for no reason by a family member.

The beatings were worse if she made noise or cried.

She learned to take a beating without moving, crying or making noise of any kind.

I wish I had understood this before I punished her with the rubber paddle.

It is designed to inflict pain.

It is clear to me now that spanking Sarah for punishment is abuse, not discipline.

Discipline (2/3)

The ease with which Sarah and I talk about these things is pleasing.

We are completely open with one another.

We were able to talk about her beatings and how they affected her.

I am learning more about Sarah.

The whippings she received help explain why she has a large disconnect between her physical self, emotional self and mental self.

After some discussion I decided we will start slow with her punishments.

If she needs discipline I will deny her eye contact for an extended time.

I will see how well this works.

I think it will be effective, but the downside is that I am denied eye contact as well.

Discipline (3/3)

When I explained the new form of punishment to Sarah she groaned and buried her face in my chest.

She does not like this punishment.

After talking further she was able to explain that she is worried I will love her a little less when I deny her eye contact.

I really had to think about that.

I know that this type of punishment will not change how I feel about her.

In truth, if I did not love her I would not bother to punish her at all.

But she has reservations about this.

In the end we agreed that I would not deny her eye contact overnight.

“Don’t go to bed angry.” comes to mind.

I will think about this more.

~Sir

Addicted (1/5)

I am a little concerned I am becoming addicted to Sarah.

It may not be a bad thing,

but it is something I need to watch.

I have been waking up early so I can be with Sarah before and after work.

We spend hours in bed together each day.

Bliss!